Shitty week

28 06 2012

Tahoe!! Going to Tahoe this weekend, really looking forward to hanging out at the lake all day Saturday and go gamble at night.

Have had a pretty crappy week, losing my job, trying to figure out what to do, but other doors are hopefully opening for me quickly, I’ve got a bunch of awesome friends, family and girlfriend that are being very supportive and it’s making it all so much easier.

In other news, I bought a car last Saturday, coincidently my last day of work at the OG. Looking real good, very happy with it, super comfy too.

Here’s a pic:



So hopefully I’ll be hearing back from these places I’ve just applied to, would definitely like to have a Monday thru Friday job with good benefits, hope that all goes through : )

So next time I post here, luck permitting, I’ll have a job.


Jobless… Yet again

26 06 2012

Pretty lame how a simple honest mistake has landed me right into being unemployed again, just out of nowhere right when things were going pretty good for me.

You start thinking.. If only it had been someone else who made the other mistake… The second mistake would have not happened.

Regardless of it all, this sucks horribly, now I’m freaking out about this all because I have nothing else to do and the job hunt situation out there is absolutely ridiculous, specially for someone that just got terminated from their last job.

Now if anyone actually reads this, I apologize for wasting your time, just needed to let it out, sucks that the only time I write on here again now is just because I lost my job and I haven’t been on in over a year…


Doctors note.

12 11 2010

So I’m still sick, I call in way far ahead at work letting them know that I’m still not feeling good, sneezing, coughing, nose being congested, fever and so on… now I don’t have medical coverage right now, the manager requested for me to bring a doctors note, now I don’t know how i can provide them with that without having to pay a lot of money for a regular doctors visit, for what is clearly a cold, now anywhere else that wouldn’t be such a big deal but in my job I serve and handle food.

How would you like having a server sneezing, coughing and having the sniffles around your food? personally, I would not appreciate it.
Anyway, just thought I’d  share that, it seemed a bit insulting and unnecessary to request that. unfortunately i cannot provide my job with this doctors note, hopefully I don’t get written up about it.

Feel free to leave your comments here and thoughts on what you think.

Lack of drive

3 11 2010

I was off today, didn’t really do anything of value, I turned really lazy as soon as I got back from going to the doctor with my parents…

I feel I have a serious problem with my lack of motivation to do anything lately, I just keep getting that feeling of negativity in the back of my mind, the ongoing question in the back of my head of “what is it I’m supposed to do in life and why?”

Sure I could follow the most common path of doing things in order to better myself which I do try but is it worth anything? the uncertainty of not knowing what the future has for me keeps me disinterested.

Seems like in most of our adult life we are just trying to fit in to the adult stereotype and I am not sure that’s the life for me.. go to school? sure why not but is schooling really gonna get me anywhere? being broke and not being able to afford decent schooling without getting in more debt just doesn’t seem like a smart choice, specially when I’m already in a big debt hole that i can’t seem to get out of and probably wont be for a few years.

My thoughts are… why try so hard if it really wont take me really far?

after all….   ……we are all gonna die some day.

That is all. Not emotional, just full of thought.